Snowy day in Indiana

Well we woke this morning to a blizzard warning today. The snow began falling in the early morning hours. My beautiful wife, Crystal, called in this morning. She works about 15 miles from home.
We had a wonderful Christmas with family. The boys, Jeremiah and Christian, had a great day. They got so many things that they wanted. I love the look on a child's face when they open presents and have that look of amazement. Well not much has be going on otherwise. Just waiting to hear from the social security board about my disability. It's been almost 4 years now, since I filed. Just hoping everyday will be the day that I get a decision. Well hour everyone had a very MERRY CHRISTMAS. Hope you have all that you could want and more. Happy new year and God Bless.

Chillin....

Well, it has been awhile since my last post. I've been pretty busy. Still waiting on the government to let me know something about my disability. It's been a year and a half since my court date. They don't get in a hurry, unless they want something from you. That's my issue with the government. Well that and their belief that they can spend my money for me.

Everyone around here went camping for the weekend. Wish we could have went too. Just don't ever know about my schedule. Jerimiah has been going to school, since my last post. He really enjoys it. He talks about the days activities when he gets home. He always talks about it with such excitement. I wish I still had that excitement in me. I just find it so hard to even force a smile anymore.

Crystal and I are really struggling right now. We are fine, as far as being married, it's the financial part of our lives, that has us against the wall. We continue to dig along, but I'm not sure how long we can do it. It's really hard. She is my whole world. She is so strong. She keeps me going daily. She lost her mother in November. It is really tough for her. She cries daily. I told her she needs to talk to someone. I'm afraid that if she doesn't, she will completely break when something happens to her father.

We'll for now, I'm out. Main event coming on. (ultimate fighter finale) God bless. Be cool, and be careful.